All I can dois ask why everyone is so happy
it wasnt for me WHY!!
time keeps sliping and I keep wishing why
am I here this isnt for me why do you tease me
we get so close then you leave me hanging no one can touch this come on all the as I watch my blood drip take me this wasnt for me I didnt want life take it like you gave it

(talking)
I get picked on and yelled at I will never be a lamb of god I rise above and fight back but it gets harder death was once a friend but now he cant be found I tried it whatever is harmful I test it but fuck it Im going sooner or later!!

Peremently depressed!! legally insane! nothing to lose nothing to gain hate life to its fullest stare death in its eyes and say FUCK YOU! I needed you where were you ahhhh take it take it I dont want it I dont want it I dont want it AHHHH take it!!